Two weeks

Officially, there remains only two weeks before my final seminar, which feels like an alarm hanging above my head. For the first time, I feel like this.
Life turns to be busier and busier, in order to get as much data as possible. But interestingly, busy life brings more energy into work.It is said that most successful people like forcing themselves to face difficulties and fight to solve them, even though the process is painful.In other words, they enjoy the pain. I think that because after solving the problem, we find ourselves growing up and discover more attractive aspects of life.
It is said that 90% of the whole life time is just ordinary, neither pathetic nor amazing. However, I start enjoying tracking my internal growth. As there are always new thoughts coming into my mind every day, I know how I am growing up and how my views of the world are changing. It is not necessary to fight for having ‘amazing’ life. As far as I keep growing up, I know, to myself, I am becoming amazing. That’s enough.
I guess the little hurry inside of me may be because that it is my final seminar. When the end is closer and closer, we always want to be as better as possible so there will be less regret. It doesn’t matter that how other people think about it. It’s about how much I am improved and how satisfied I will be about it.
I think my point today is just that the busy life is really kind of cheering me up and making me more interested in further fighting and discovering more. It’s really nice.
Anyway, to do all we can is already the success, no matter what the results will be. I always tell this to people in my life. For myself, to some extent, I may also be able to say so.
Not horrible, not amazing, just ok. That’s my life. And that’s ok.

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